faithhealsher

My my, where has the time gone... That is nearly a whole year. I guess I should use this thing if I am going to have it. After all I miss my friends enough when they don't say anything so... I may as well follow my own lead.

Sure.... as soon as I say that the munchkin starts to cry. I guess this too will have to wait.

TAKE TWO... and action.

SO I guess I feel it is time I start writing some stuff down in this blog and others. Don't expect miracles but here goes my day today.
After being bugged by my sister that I should do something really big for my 30th birthday, that day has come and gone and we were too broke to do anything. My Little guy has been puking all day (not really seeming sick thankfully), and that has just added to my foul mood.
I went to the store to get some recharge and gripe water for him since all of the gripe water I had was in Jeff’s car and the punk kid blocks me in so I cannot even open the door to put DS back in the car. So I don’t think he is sick but here I am having to sit outside in what has just started to snow AGAIN, waiting for this little turkey to come out and move his POS truck. Don’t drive it if you cannot steer it.

Luckily DS is now asleep so maybe he will feel better when he wakes up. Though I don’t think he has anything in his stomach so it will more than likely be a short nap.

So I am waiting for my day to improve. It’s gotta sometime.

Were spent watching the 2006 version of The Wicker Man. I don't always trust reviews of movies but this one I should of at least taken a look at the reviews. Not only was I really disappointed with it I was Offended because of the loose (or maybe not too loose) pagan references.

I am just speechless right now.. not even sure what to say. Perhaps I will update later when the little one is not objecting to my computer time :)

1. Will you be looking for a new job?
ummm in a way, I will be trying to balance business and raising my Son.

2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
Always looking for new people to meet, happily married, happy with my close friends.

3. New house?
Nope, hope to fix this one though.

4. What will you do different in 07?
Get organized, in many ways.

5. New Years resolution?
Pretty much just to get organized, that will cover everything else.

6. What will you NOT be doing in 07?
Who knows? I try not to limit myself, within reason.

7. Any trips planned?
Hopefully to North Dakota to see my last Grandparent. Lots of local places get out and show my little one the world.

8. Wedding plans?
Not this year, maybe next year do the whole renewal thing.

9. What's on your calendar?
I haven't bought a calendar for the new year yet... so I have no idea what pictures I want... oh that is not what was meant by the question... hmmm See question # 4

10. What can't you wait for?
There is so much that I feel will be new or at least a new way of experiencing in this upcoming year... I just can't wait for any of it.

11. What would you like to see happen differently?
Oh again there is so much. I want to see me and my family grow into the family unit I have always dreamed about. I want to see my friends more. I want the world to suffer less, environmentally and its people.

12. What about yourself, will you be changing?
I am ever changing.

13. What happened in 06 that you didn't think would ever happen?
I was worried about never getting pregnant; I am not sure what else.

14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?
My hubby especially. I have been rough at times on him (and visa versa) He is so much more than I often give him credit for. Oh and my in-laws, I will be nicer to them. (Even if it is just in my thoughts).

15. Will you dress differently this year than you did in 06?
I will learn the great art of nursing wear.

16. Will you start or quit drinking?
I wish I could drink a little more than I can, but it is worth the sacrifice.

17. Will you better your relationship with your family?
Ummm again see #'s 1,4,7,10,11, and 14. Also I will try to serve my parents and sister in a more effectual way.

18. Will you do charity work?
Yes, I would like to adopt a highway.

19. Will you go to bars?
Depends on the food. See question 16.

20. Will you be nice to people you don't know?
I am for the most part. I will try to be more tolerant of people that I do not care for or that urk me.

21. Do you expect 07 to be a good year for you?
Oh goodness yes!

22. How much did you change from this time last year til now?
Quite a bit, I feel I have made my life better for myself and others around me.

23. Do you plan on having a child?
We will be talking about when to ride that path again.

24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are now?
Yes, There are times that I know it is time to part ways. I do not feel that right now.

25. Major lifestyle changes?
Ummm go back to the top and start again if you have not gotten the hint already.

26. Will you be moving?
No.

27. What will you make sure doesn't happen in 07 that happened in 06?
Stress.

28. What are your New Years Eve plans?
None... again new Baby

29. Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?
Yes... Had to prod him out of his recliner, the other love of my life was attached elsewhere :) perfect way to start the year feeding my Son physically and my hubby and I feeding off of each other emotionally.

30. Wish for 2007?
I will go with everyone else. PEACE

Take the quiz at dicepool.com

You are the large, round, friendly d20! (You probably didn't know this, but the shape of the twenty-sided die is called an Icosahedron.) You are the friendly, outgoing, outspoken, leader of friends. You are often looked up to, even though you don't normally deserve it. Most other types secretly wish they were you, and you'd give them tips on how, if only you had a clue yourself. Your charisma is often all you need, but you have your occasional moments of brilliance as well--just never when it's actually needed. You are the all-around good guy, a dependable chum, a respectable foe, and an inspiration to those who need one. Who says you can't get by on a smile and good looks alone?

There is something in the air. I have spent the last few days in a funk of my own. Everyone is blaming this on the my belly but I am really ticked off lately and I cannot imagine it is all from that. I have the right to feel this way, it is only because it really doesn't help me in the long run that it may not be the healthiest.

I spent friday night all pissed about the current world affairs and the lack of money and gas prices. Bitching about it does nothing for me except to make me tired.

Going back and reading a friends journal makes it more clear that there is something that is happening that is out of many of our control. Sigh.

I want to go out and clear my head but I am afraid I will melt. Bigger Sigh.

The little brid I had cared fro did nto even make it through the night. But I am not nearly as upset about it as I thought I would be. Mybe in my heart I knew it would not make it. As Jeff said I guess I provided hospice of sorts. he was alteast warm and in a little nest of his own for the last of it.

Okay SO I finally have something to write about. My Friend's Stella's Cat brought her a gift this morning. It was a baby bird. She has attempted to nurse several of her cats' previous catches back to health and has yet to succeed. She seemed as though she could not take a nother one dieing on her and asked if I wanted to take this one home to see what I can do with it. ::sigh:: I hate to think that I cannot do this young creature some good but I am worried that all of my efforts will be fruitless. He is young yet, and mostly frightened out of his wits. I will journey to Wal-Mart in the morning and hope that maybe some worms will do his little self some good. Maybe Dave will be able to lend some insight into what to do. I just hope he makes it through the night for now. I think he is a robin. He was talking earlier tonight and it sounds about right and looks right from what I can find on the internet. I have put him in the old rat cage and found a little tiny basket for him to sleep in. I helped him into the basket and it did not make him too happy. I am afraid to contact the audubon or somebody, not sure what I will do. Nature has a funny way of teaching us lessons in life.

So it took me almost a month to post my second entry. So what! I have been busy and lazy and I am slipping back into that Fair weather frind catagory again. I told Nate I would call him in a week and it has been what FIVE! Stupid. Dumb way to treat a friend.

I have managed to locate a long lost friend though. More like she called me. Bronwyn my dear frind frum forever ago chimed in on the phone last night. I am so glad that I managed to *69 her before someone else called. I have been missing her so much.

** sigh **

Too tired to type. I will try again later.

It took me long enough huh but I have finally made my journal. Funny thing is now I have nothing to say. But hey I am still trying to make a decent looking page. It is a bit bare at this time.